Britney Spears

“Dear Fans, I just wanted to reach out to all of you and explain some of the things that I have been faced with recently. It’s so funny how many stories are put out there about people.

It’s like we all want our side of the story out there as well, but at the end of the day only a few people care to hear what is really going on since the bad is always so much more interesting than the truth.

I don’t know why, but this is so weird to me. I used to be angry at the tabloids for printing horrible things about me, but now I try to just be numb to what I see. I saw Tyra Banks once get really upset and cry on her show because they made her look fat. We all want a certain image of ourselves out there, and at some point we all do really care what other people think or we wouldn’t be here. Recently, I was sent to a very humbling place called rehab. I truly hit rock bottom. Till this day I don’t think that it was alcohol or depression.

I was like a bad kid running around with ADD. I had a manager from a long time ago come in and try to direct me and my life after I got my divorce. I was so overwhelmed I think that I was in a little shock too. I didn’t know who to go to. I realized how much energy and love I had put into my past relationship when it was gone because I genuinely did not know what to do with myself, and it made me so sad. I confess, I was so lost.

This letter is to not place blame on anyone, although I do see the world with a completely different set of eyes now. Being in that vulnerable state and taken to dinners and parties with friends and finding out later you paid for everything was a huge learning lesson for me.

I think the whole problem was letting too many people into my life. You never know another persons intentions or what another person wants. I feel I was too open and looking for answers when I had it all to begin with. I have had to cut so many people out of my life. It is so sad, because if anyone is a family person…it is me. When I was little I remember every night watching movies with my family and feeling so at peace. Dancing and singing all the time just like a little girl should.

Now recently I find with my children that I want them to have that feeling all of the time. I am having to face a lot of things right now since I have children of my own. A lot of insecurities from when I was little are coming up again. It is like we are never good enough. I know everyone thinks that I am playing the victim, but I am not and I hate what is going on right now so much.

Maybe this is the reason for this letter…to maybe allow people to look at me differently. It is like when you are a real woman and say what you feel and how you think things are supposed to be, that people just say you are a “bitch.” I feel like some of the people in my life made more of some issues than was necessary. I also feel like they knew I was beginning to use my brain for a change and cut some ties, so they wanted to be in more control of my life than me.

I think it is actually normal for a young girl to go out after a huge divorce. I think it was a bigger issue because I had not gone out in such a long time. I am 25 and I do still have a lot to learn, and I am going to make mistakes everyday, and I am sure every mistake I make will probably be on CNN or Good Morning America. I am only human people and I love you for still loving me. I am sitting here at home and it is 6:25 and both of my sons are asleep. I am truly blessed to have them in my life. Everyday is so surreal. Life in general is so surreal and crazy.

I just hope this letter made some of you think a little bit more of me and where I am coming from. I just want the same things in life that you want…and that is to be happy. It is just so weird because everyone has their own perception of me and how they think I really am. It is so weird how stories are told. There is your side, my side, and the truth. Somebody has to figure it out. I guess we will never really understand or figure out life completely. That’s God’s job. I can’t wait to meet him…or her. Love, Britney“

Kao što ste videli pre dva članka, Britney je išla u kupovinu sinoć i gledala je testove za trudnoću. Ali nije trudna. Menadžer i najbolji prijatelj Sam Lufti demantovao je glasine o trudnoći kao i poruke o samoubistvu za Insider. Da li se samo sprdala sa medijima? Posle kupovine viđena je kako ulazi u Adnanv auto i pali cigaretu sa velikim kuhinjskim upaljačem.

Kada neko iz naše porodice prolazi kroz težak period pomognemo im i pokušamo da učinimo stvari lepšim nego što jesu... Kada Britney Spears, koja je odrasla pred našim očima i imamo osećaj da je znamo oduvek, prolazi kroz nervni slom pred očima celog sveta, pružimo joj pakao i naslađujemo se njenim mukama. kakvo je ovo društvo kad uživamo u tuđj patnji i problemima?

Videli smo ženu koja je izgubila sve. Porodicu, prijatelje, decu... Ona živi u svetu u kojem svi komentarišu i kritikuju svaki njen potez i u kojem svi misle da imaju pravo da je osuđuju. U svetu koji misli da ima rešenje na njene probleme i u kojem umesto da im je žao i da se mole za nju kada vide sav taj haos, uživaju da se hrane dramom iz tabloida, trač blogova i raznih emisija na svakoj mogućoj televiziji. 

Kada je obrijala glavu njeno ime je bilo najtraženiji pojam na internetskom pretraživaču Yahoo! Kada je prvi put izgubila starateljstvo nad decom njen hit "Gimme More" je stigao na treću poziciju Billboard Top 100 i postao njen najveći hit još od "...Baby One More Time" iz 1998. godine. Kada je na dva dana otišla u mentalnu bolnicu  online prodaja i airplay na radiju za singl "Piece Of Me" su veoma porasli. 

Britney treba podršku sada više nego ikada. Moji prijatelji i porodica su me gledali kako odrastam kao Britney fan i sada me pitaju da li je još volim posle svega što se dogodilo. Moj odgovor je: "Da, sada više nego ikada!" Od nje sam naučio da treba biti iskren u svakoj situaciji i da sa svim tim talentom, novcem i slavom ona ima iste probleme kao i svi mi.

Ne krivim je što je propustila suđenje. Niko normalan ne bi mogao da se nosi sa tolikim pritiskom sa kojim se ona nosi svaki dan. Ali izgleda da msvi shvatamo šta bi trebala da uradi, osim nje same. Ali znam i verujem da će se srediti i povratiti sve što je izgubila. Svet voli priču o comebacku i znam da svi žele da joj bude bolje (ali prvo treba sama sebi da pomogne) i da se vrati kao Britney koju svi znamo i volimo.

U međuvremenu uzmite svoje stare Britney CD-ove i DVD-eve i pogledajte ih i pokušajte se setiti prvog razloga zašto ste je zavoleli. Ili slušajte njen najbolji album do sada, "Blackout", na kojem kao da kaže "fuck you" kritičarima i sudovima i ostalima koji žele da je povrede, kao i veliko "THANK YOU" nama, njenim fanovima, koji smo bili uz nju i u dobrim i lošim vremenima.

Sada i zauvek... It's Britney, bitch! 

Jutros je Piece Of Me pevačica napustila Cedars-Sinai bolnicu kroz podzemni tunel da bi izbegla paparace i gužvu ispred bolnice. Iz bolnicfe su javili da je Britney dobro i da nema više razloga da je drže u bolnici. Britney get well. We love you! :)

Britney je na svom MySpace-u napisala da je dobro!!!

Ovo je poruka koju je ona napisala:

Britney se smatra MTV-jevom najvećom zvezdom ove godine. Pogledajte opis sa zvaničnog sajta ove televizije:

"Before 2007, Britney Spears was just your average Mouseketeer-to-Mom blonde pop star with over 83 million albums sold, and a couple of divorces and babies under her belt. But after her shocking performance at the 2007 VMAs, the hair clippers incident, more legal woes than Enron, and one of her most risqué videos yet, 2007 will forever go down in history as The Year Of Spears."

Sve što Britney dotakne pretvara se u zlato! Ne znam kako na eBay-u ima toliko Britneynih ličnih stvari, ali ovaj put je u pitanju košulja čija je početna cena bila samo 89$ i u roku od nekoliko sati dostigla je cenu od 1.100 $. Prodavac je kompanija koja se zove Isold i nalazi se U Tarzani, Kalifornija (inače tamo trenutno živi britneyn bivši muž Kevin Federline). Ovaj proizvod opisuju kao Wet Seal Black Pin Stripe Jacket koju je Britney nosila kada je išla u šoping kod Ralfa Lorena u Los Anđelesu. Po slici izgleda da je nosila ovu košulju bez grudnjaka...

Britneyn najbolji prijatelj je objasnio za E! zašto je "Pice Of Me" pevačici bilo loše kada je trebala da krene na sud gde ju je čekala još jedna bitka za starateljstvo.

On kaže:

We got up and got ready to go. Her attorneys came to pick her up, but when she saw the media frenzy outside her house, her anxiety sky rocketed.

Britney se juče nije pojavila na suđenju jer je bolesna. Možda je samo prhlađena ili nešto drugo... Niko ne zna. Ovo je izjavio Kevinov advokat, Mark Vicent Kaplan, kada su ga pitali zašto se juče Britney nije pojavila na suđenju...

Britney se potpisala na "Blackout", njen poslednji CD i sav sakupljen nova će pokloniti UNICEF-u. Britney je na CD napisala svoj autogram i "#1" na kutiji. Nadmetanje je počelo na 25$. Neka najbolji Britney fan pobedi. Ili najbogatiji :). Aukciju možete pogledati OVDE.

                                                 Cena za potpisani "Blackout" CD je već 7.200$.